You loved me when i was skinny

This sucks. When i was skinny you loved me. Our summer love was endless. You were always there when i needed you. When i was skinny you always gave me that one little ray of sunshine that i needed. You used to love my legs. Now all you do is make me tired. All you wanna do is make me break down. You make me wanna just lay down and say fuck it. I remember jumping in the pool and seeing you there. Now i cool myself off in a cold shower. When i was skinny you were the reason i went everywhere. Did everything. Now your just making me sweat. You used to be my best friend and you even got along with my best friends. Now youve traded them for me. I remember loving being warmed by you. But now i just want to kill you. Why? Why cant you love me, like you did when i was skinny?
Why Mr. Sun? Why?